that’s the strange thing about you. you fascinate me and disgust me at the same time.
das einzige, was mir an uns gefällt ist das spiel. und wir sind verdammt gut darin uns gegenseitig im labyrinth umherzuschmeißen und dabei wollfäden auszurollen, damit wir uns im schlimmsten fall trotzdem wiederfinden, um uns dann wieder zu verlieren.
was ist schon hoffnung?
es wäre richtig peinlich, wenn ich heute mit meinem gefälschten ausweis nicht reinkomme. richtig peinlich und richtig scheiße. schönster abend im mai.
after some years, when we accidentally crash into each other, I want to surprise you. I want to finally be that person. that girl. who’s going to captivate you, shock you in a positive way, make you thing about our past. I’m going to leave you waiting ever so patiently, that your desire will rise. and after all, I’m going to leave a broken and shattered you behind, who will probably replay our chance encounter several times a day. you know it’s going to be like these meetings, where you afterwards wonder what happened in all these years. all these years with no contact. how change occurred to everyone of us. and how you did not change a bit. kinda stuck on your way. and then you’ll see me and will realize that the world isn’t waiting for anyone. that this moment is irreplaceable. and you’ve lost so much on everything. mostly on time - time to move on. it’s going to make you see.
